Stop, Watch and Pray. Hesitate to take a moment before just instant reaction.
Hesitate can prevent regretful responses that have such damage where the words, Forgive me, I’m Sorry, I Apologize or I was Wrong, is not enough to accept and overcome.
My BABY was taken from me while enduring a very vulnerable time of my life. I have lost writing material that had captured pivotal moments. And the pain of my BABY being taken from me to fulfi…
My BABY was taken from me while enduring a very vulnerable time of my life. I have lost writing material that had captured pivotal moments. And the pain of my BABY being taken from me to fulfill the jealousy of a love-one dear to my life and heart, makes me fill the vanity of my emotions written for shared expressions. But my BABY will not be in vain and be the ultimate satisfaction of jealousy behavior and actions!!
I will give Birth to another BABY that will have much more of Me than before. The value of my BABY has now exceeded it’s Stock Market Value! My BABY’s appearance on Fortune will be the Cover Story!
Jealousy of my previous BABY live on.
I shed many Tears, for many Anguished years,
I began to believe My Tears went Un-noticed,
For my cry was an echo.
Therefore, I entertained drastic measures against You,
Thinking I owned my life, made numerous attempts to End my existence!
In My Tears, I would awake,
Burning my face, again in My Tears, awakened!
My Tears were falling into rivers of Living Waters.
My Tears, are my Anchor in You.
Through my journey of Wisdom and Knowledge, Coming Home a comfort,
I had traveled many miles and the enjoyment I should have experienced was a Sacrifice.
I knew life was a journey of Wonders that would expand my Spirituality.
To me I had Sacrificed more than required, just to Come Home.
Coming Home would not be just for me, but the Creator,
To share the Promise and Assurance this journey is Worthy.
For the moment I have arrived.
I De-valued myself because of this world’s Image of a Woman,
Not the one of a Survivor, of Trials and Tribulations, Humanitarian, Loving from the Heart of the Creator,
But I lost Ownership of my Value and laid it Down along my journey.
Vulnerable , seeking a Safe Haven in the arms of a Man,
A man whom I could show and share my De-Valued Vulnerable being.
And now, with All embraced I know my Value,
I have chosen to pick up the Pieces of me that have a Value, that no man can Increase.